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Anxiety and I

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Parts 30
Time 2h 5m

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Nikki is twenty two and can described by anyone that doesn't know her as shy, a bookworm and at times abrasive. But what they don't realise is that Nikki hides a secret that only the people she holds dear really know anything about. Nikki has experienced a lot of things anyone should never have to deal with. But she has whilst fighting her own demons.

Now before you jump to conclusions she isn't a supernatural being, although I'm pretty sure she wishes she could be.  
In this story her life is thrown into chaos, when her sister signs her up for a online dating  site without her knowledge. Follow her journey through the helter-skelter that is her life.

-Pulled from her trance by a tap to her shoulder. As she glances up she is met by the most ocean like eyes that were deep enough for her to swim in, they were surrounded by the thickest of eyelashes that any girl would kill to possess. -All Rights Reserved

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