Anxiety and I - Sarah - Wattpad

Anxiety and I

Reads 730
Votes 66
Parts 30
Time 2h 5m

Reads 730
Votes 66
Parts 30
Time 2h 5m

adventure anxiety coffee discovery drama family healing honeytrap lost love mentalhealth onlinedating pretend reader romance semi-fiction stranger unedited unexpected

Nikki is twenty two and can described by anyone that doesn't know her as shy, a bookworm and at times abrasive. But what they don't realise is that Nikki hides a secret that only the people she holds dear really know anything about. Nikki has experienced a lot of things anyone should never have to deal with. But she has whilst fighting her own demons.

Now before you jump to conclusions she isn't a supernatural being, although I'm pretty sure she wishes she could be.  
In this story her life is thrown into chaos, when her sister signs her up for a online dating  site without her knowledge. Follow her journey through the helter-skelter that is her life.

-Pulled from her trance by a tap to her shoulder. As she glances up she is met by the most ocean like eyes that were deep enough for her to swim in, they were surrounded by the thickest of eyelashes that any girl would kill to possess. -All Rights Reserved

adventure anxiety coffee discovery drama family healing honeytrap lost love mentalhealth onlinedating pretend reader romance semi-fiction stranger unedited unexpected

Table of contents

30 parts

Sign up to add Anxiety and I to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Fuck You.. Fate by Army_11_Blink

"..We.. The future Alpha and Luna of The Parevin dark moon pack, hereby, in the presence of the moon goddess..., reject you as our mate.." Syren saw not a hint of sadness in their eyes, his two former best friends, as he was slowly ripped out of the bond that had never even existed. He felt his body spasm in pain, but he remained stiff by face as slowly, the negligible connections that he had felt with his mates, were taken out and away from him. His face had showed not a hint of pain, but that one fúcking tear that slid down his cheek betrayed him..and he watched as Sebastian clutched Alexander's arm tightly, as if taunting him on how he would never be able to experience anything positive..as if all his life, He was to remain all alone. Syran knew this would happen, but that didn't mean he wasn't affected..Yet he was Strong all alone, and that loneliness was perfect for him.. ...To say that the story of the three best friends ended up like this, was a huge shock for all who had known them at all. The three had been inseparable, always together with a promise of never being separated...but as time passed by, deep cracks developed in their relation. Life is not always all about Flowers and Rainbows, and Syren may or may not have realized it a bit too early.... The story includes serious issues such as trauma, assault, self-hatred and depictions of abuse. You are to continue reading on your own consent..No hate will be tolerated. - A.K Kaur..

Torn by KyleyLynn

Book 1 of The Secrets of Spiritwood - Complete I was born and raised in Spiritwood with no intention to ever leave, until the choice is taken away from me when my family is put in danger. I return to my grandfather's cabin as the sun is setting only to discover my belongings have been packed. I'm forced to leave without the chance to say goodbye to the two people who mean the world to me. It's been nine years and once again the choice is taken from me. I have no option but to go back to Spiritwood after my grandfather passes but when I arrive, something isn't quite right. The busy hustle of the once quaint town is gone, the streets are eerily quiet and missing person flyers cover the windows of rundown businesses. My plan to deal with my grandfather's estate and skip town before anyone can see me turns to dust when I run into the very people I've vowed to never speak to again. In the end, all I know is that I'm left with so many questions. Can you be in love with more than one person at the same time? Will I be able to forgive them for all their secrets and lies? Will I finally allow myself to let go and fall in love? And why do I have this feeling that I may end up destroyed in the process? **T/W: Foul Language, Foul Attitudes, Violence and Steamy, Steamy Scenes.** Most Impressive Ranking: #1 - Menageatrois - June 3, 2024 #1 - MoonGoddess - October 22, 2021 #1 - Romance - April 12, 2022 #1 - Goddess - April 14, 2022 #1 - Werewolf - June 3, 2024 #2 - Mature - August 11, 2021 #3 - EroticaStories July 17, 2021 #3 - Night - April 14, 2022 #5 - Wolfpack January 19, 2022 #10 - Queen January 12, 2022 #75 - Life September 5, 2021

𝐀𝐦𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐎𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 by sanbiverse

𝐀 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢 𝐗 𝐕𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐃𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 ˖°𓇼🌊⋆🐚🫧 𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐥 𝐈𝐯𝐚𝐚𝐧 𝐑𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐳 & 𝐑𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐚 𝐁𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐰𝐚𝐣 "𝗠𝗿. 𝗥𝗼𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗴𝘂𝗲𝘇, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘁. 𝗪𝗵𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻𝘃𝗼𝗹𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿?" "𝗜 𝗺𝗮𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘁-𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗲𝘀, 𝗜 𝗮𝗺. 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗯𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹" ~ 𝗗𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗲𝗹 What would happen when an Indian-Spanish man with chocolatey brown eyes, crosses his path with a Desi Indian dark brown eyed girl. How far they are willing to go for each other? Will their love dare to cross the oceans? Or would they end up being separated due to their past traumas? " 𝐀𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐫. Note:- This is my first time writing a book so do let me know your suggestions to improve myself. Hope you enjoy reading my book Follow on Instagram @sanbiverse for updates and spoilers !!

Relief • (Sixx:A.M) by livdonna

Desperate to find relief from the intense highs and lows of his bipolar disorder, and be able to function on tour, James figures out a solution that seems to work wonders. It's doesn't take long until things begin to spiral out of control, which lead to Nikki and DJ realizing that something is seriously wrong. . TW: This is an EATING DISORDER story ... if that triggers you, DON'T READ THIS!! I care about your well being ! . If you are comfortable reading it, go right ahead!!! I always say if any one has any questions about eating disorders please ask! As someone who has been through it myself, i am always willing to educate and raise more awareness! :) Also your feedback and comments are always appreciated!!!

Tainted by Marie__reid

Tainted- affect with a bad or undesirable quality. My past is tainted along with my present, My future is tainted me forever a peasant. But worst and most morbidly and treacherous of all, My love is tainted and that will be my final fall. Kira's tainted and undesirable past has damned her future to the depths of fear and hiding. Death follows her around like a stench and seems to consume all of those who she holds too closely, forcing her to keep a safe distance from all around her but her family who is in just as deep as she is. Jesse's tainted and undesirable past has done the exact same thing. His past made protection and care blossom in his chest for anyone who may cross his path. Especially when the new girl and her brother who have a knack for lying begin to catch his attention and his perceptive eyes begin to catch onto their deadly secrets. Keeping secrets is her forte, but soon her brother's new best friend takes an interest in her life and watches her every move, what happens when he catches onto her secrets, will all the pieces start to fall into place and the lies turn into truths? +++ "The name's Jesse," he extends his hand for me to take. I glare down at his gesture and then my eyes slowly travel up his body and soon I get to his dark green eyes which I remember as black but up close I realize now they're a forest green. "What the hell are you doing in my room?" my voice comes out cold and demanding, which seems to entertain him because his smirk turns into a full on grin and he lets out a short laugh. "I was looking for the bathroom and got lost pipsqueak," he grins at me. "Last time I checked my bedroom didn't have a toilet in it now get out," I growl lowly. "Make me."

A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ by wigglysubu

[Featured by wattpad romance, teen fiction, young adult and psychologicalnovel] Joy Jones was a seventeen-year-old kind and optimistic girl working in her grandpa's flower shop, but she had a secret. She was suffering from acute lymphoblastic leukaemia and wanted nothing, but to die peacefully. That was until Logan Kellerman, a young man with suicidal tendencies came storming into her life and stole roses from her grandpa's flower shop. Instead of running away with what he came for, he found himself falling deeper and deeper into her as she made his heart skip in delight, for she was, in her own words, a little bit of Joy. * * * from some of my readers of this book, thanks❤- ❝I LOVE YOUR STORY OKAY. THIS STORY AND YOUR WRITING- IT GIVES ME HOPE YOU KNOW.❞ - aimawrites ❝This is so different than so many stereotypical stories on here and i'm so glad i read it.❞ -lepus_leporis ❝They're both so poetic and beautiful and perfect for each other. GAHHhh I love them.❞ - alycecaswell ❝The way she vividly describes the world makes me so happy. Heat keeps rushing to my cheeks in pure euphoric joy. This book is making me so grateful for everything around me and I never want it to end.❞ - nylammeeyn [highest rank: 7 in sad] [cover by soulanatomy]

Mated To The Dragon✔(COMPLETED) by LadyGaara

-COMPLETED AS OF JUNE 1, 2017- Highest Ranking: #1 - November 27, 2018 ~READER REVIEWS~ "WOW" - StephanieSmith193 "I love you!! And I think you are very talented!! Keep up the good work!!!" - NoraHurst "This is a beautiful fairytale!" - suga9scupin "I really appreciate this description. So detailed in all the right places." - jonubastard "Very very INTERESTED... Ama buy your book if published." - suga9scupin "I'm so proud of you! But I'm so sad this story has ended. When I saw "completed" in the title I was like 'holy hell where have I been', and instantly knew I had to get to reading. Thank you so much for many wonderful years and great chapters, you're so awesome for putting out great content despite the many tragedies." - DeathByAPilgrim "Girl let me tell you, thank you so much for creating such a wonderful book,I really enjoyed and I was in tears. You did such an amazing job boo, thank you for your book." - herssheys "Awesome job ur story really pulled me in. Your characters were so real that I cried when they cried and laughed when they laughed. Everything was so real and so involving that it felt like I was right there with them. Keep up the writing and I am hooked for life." - macker729 ***** STORY DESCRIPTION: She lowered her fingers to the creasing of her pants with one hand, where he'd touched her and brought her to an orgasm so effortlessly. Then she let her other hand graze over her neck until she felt the tender spot where'd sucked and nipped at her skin - further claiming her. Proof. It was real. She let her head relax against the wall, and her eyes drifted closed again. She wanted to grasp that again. Grasp that passion, and relive it once more. It reminded her that she wasn't a mistake and she wasn't pathetic. She had found the one. The right one. The real one. Her Bounder. <Warning: Story May Contain Sexual Scenes, Profanity, Graphic Violence, Unnecessary Exposure Of My Personal Life To My Precious Readers, And Other Detailed Events>

Inhale: Book One (bxb) ✔️ by PsychoSunbaenim

LANDON LUNA: College is finally over, and I get to go on a road trip for one month before I enter the real world. Yet, I never expected to see Everest signed up, and more than that, he requested me to be his partner for the trip. I've known Everest since we were thirteen, but he doesn't remember it. That's okay. I suspect the night we met wasn't a good one for him, and maybe it's best he doesn't remember. But now we are scouring across the east side of the U.S., and I'm starting to wonder if everything I did for Everest was in the name of something else. Something more meaningful. Something I should have understood sooner. Damn my brain. It takes me far too long to understand the proper context and even longer to grasp the meaning of my feelings. I might be in love with him. Oh, and I was diagnosed with autism a year ago, and I never told anyone. So, there is that. EVEREST PIERCE: I love him. I love Landon Luna without conditions. Without expectations. Without the need for more. And I love him with my entire heart. I wasn't the nicest person in high school. Not to anyone except the ball of bubbly sunshine. The one who waved at me every single day. But I was a goner the moment he said hello to me in my Junior year of high school when he was partnered with me on a project. Now, I need to figure out how to keep my feelings on lockdown through this trip. Because I find myself wanting. I want him, and I don't know that I am worthy enough to have him.

If You Love Me by slybatspidow

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

Escaping The Loop by Angie1994

At 28, Jillian realizes that her seemingly perfect life is a continuous mundane routine. she is fed up with conformity and wants change. Along the way, she battles depression, gets nostalgic, falls in love, and realizes that life and living happen when accomplishing one's dreams. One by one. Zen a prominent cardiovascular surgeon always has a plan. From an established family, a respectable career, and a successful fiance (Jillian). What could go wrong right? He is thrown into the unknown where everything changed. He is mystified, will he get over this change? Will he too change? Cecilia, a former lawyer who adored her routine, is an abandoned wife. Her husband's cheating ways got the iron lady to crumble and fall. She is also forced out of her routine and into an equivocal state of depression. Will she be able to pull through? Will she find happiness again? Discover how all three characters try to adapt to change. Travel, romance, self-discovery, and the pursuit of happiness. Don't forget to vote and comment.

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Fuck You.. Fate cover

𝐀𝐦𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐎𝐜𝐞��𝐚𝐧𝐬 cover

Relief • (Sixx:A.M) cover

A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ cover

Mated To The Dragon✔(COMPLETED) cover

Inhale: Book One (bxb) ✔️ cover

If You Love Me cover

Escaping The Loop cover

Fuck You.. Fate

"..We.. The future Alpha and Luna of The Parevin dark moon pack, hereby, in the presence of the moon goddess..., reject you as our mate.." Syren saw not a hint of sadness in their eyes, his two former best friends, as he was slowly ripped out of the bond that had never even existed. He felt his body spasm in pain, but he remained stiff by face as slowly, the negligible connections that he had felt with his mates, were taken out and away from him. His face had showed not a hint of pain, but that one fúcking tear that slid down his cheek betrayed him..and he watched as Sebastian clutched Alexander's arm tightly, as if taunting him on how he would never be able to experience anything positive..as if all his life, He was to remain all alone. Syran knew this would happen, but that didn't mean he wasn't affected..Yet he was Strong all alone, and that loneliness was perfect for him.. ...To say that the story of the three best friends ended up like this, was a huge shock for all who had known them at all. The three had been inseparable, always together with a promise of never being separated...but as time passed by, deep cracks developed in their relation. Life is not always all about Flowers and Rainbows, and Syren may or may not have realized it a bit too early.... The story includes serious issues such as trauma, assault, self-hatred and depictions of abuse. You are to continue reading on your own consent..No hate will be tolerated. - A.K Kaur..