Miedo a sentir
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Last published Mon, Sep 24, 2018
Esta es una obra personal, relatada con mi vida misma en la que trato de plasmar a través de un personaje lo que es vivir con filofobia, tal ves te has sentido incapaz de poder amar, y un miedo anticipado que te revuelve los intestinos y quieres salir corriendo cuándo alguien empieza a quererte tu ya solo quieres huir. ero en el fondo sabes que lo único y mas anhelado de tu vida es conocer lo que todos llaman amor... Ya no te sientes viva pero tratas de intentar sobrevivir a tus propios transtornos que creaste...
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