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My Messy Life

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Jeden Tag stehe ich auf und fühle mich anders. Jeder Tag ist anders. Manche Tage beginnen gut und werden schlecht. Bei manchen Tagen ist es andersrum. Aber egal wie die Tage sind wir müssen versuchen, das Beste draus zu machen.
 Hier will ich euch mitnehmen bei meinem Versuch das beste aus meinem Leben zu machen.  Das bin ich Nadia Brown klein, verpeilt, durchgeknallt und für mein Alter wahrscheinlich noch viel zu kindisch. Aber wer will schon Erwachsen sein? 
Mein größtes Problem ist, dass ich es nie schaffe mein Chaos in den Griff zu kriegen. Egal ob es mein reales Chaos ist oder das im meinem Kopf.All Rights Reserved

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