Depression Of The Mind OLD VERSION UNFINISHED
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Last published Sat, Mar 23, 2019
Cookie isn't average high school Emo. He's been through a rough past and it isn't great at home. He tries to act normal with a crush on a girl he could never get and the stress of homework but with an abusive family, being blullied at school and to top it all off he can see peoole and creatures that aren't really there or better yet, are dead. When a certain incident happens that causes cookies whole world to go into a crazy spiral he ends up a run away in los angeles with a fake identity, trying to firgure out what his power is telling him while also trying to fighre out how he's going to get home. Or does he even have a home left.
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