"You shouldn't be here, Jun. What if someone catches you here?"
"They won't."
"How are you so sure?"
"Nicole, they won't."
"Jun-Seo," I snap.
"What?" I give him a pointed look. "Fine. I made sure I wasn't followed and there was nobody around to see me come here."
"But what about your limo?"
"What about it?"
"If someone sees it, they'll know something's up."
He grins. "I came in a taxi."
"You idiot!" I exclaim. "That's even worse! What if the taxi says something?"
He doesn't look worried. "I'm positive he won't." I give him the what-did-you-do look, and it makes him grin wider. "I just paid him a couple hundred bucks to keep silent." I grumble and point toward the door. He follows my finger. "What?"
"Get out, Jun. I don't want you here. I don't want to see you. And I don't want to talk to you, so get out." He steps toward me, and I take three back. "I'm serious, Jun. It makes me sick just looking at you, and it brings back memories that I'd rather forget than remember."
His smile turns into a frown, creases forming in his forehead. He looks pitiful, like a lost puppy, and it almost makes me change my mind. Almost. "I'm sorry about that, Nicole. Really. But if I didn't break up with you the way I did, I wouldn't have been able to leave."
"Then you should have stayed! Or tried working it out by having a long distanced relationship."
Jun-Seo shakes his head, his hair falling in his eyes. I reach forward to sweep it out of the way, like I always did, but think against it and drop my hand. I don't want to give him the wrong idea.
"So I meant nothing to you?" Whoa, change of direction. "We could have made it work, you could have talked to me. Told me that this was what you wanted." I can't speak, all this time, he thinks I left because of the contract, that I choose fame over him? "I would have followed you anywhere."
That last statement kills me, I have no idea how I'm still standing up surely it's because I'm holding on to the door.
"Derek, you have it all wrong." My phone rings the all too familiar ringtone interrupting us once again. I try to shut it off but it's too late.
"It's like he knows when I'm with you." he says as he slams the car door closed. He runs his hands down his face "But how can he? I bet he doesn't even know I exist, you forgot I did."
His words hit me like knives straight to my heart, more so because I can feel the pain behind them. "Derek I didn't forget you." I whisper taking a step towards him.
"Save it, go ahead and call your boyfriend back, I'm going to take a cab." He turns around and heads back towards the street. I want to follow him, I should follow him, but I can't, I wouldn't know what to say, he's right I should have called, I should have been there with all of them but instead I shut him out without ever telling him why. And now he hated me and I had no one to blame but myself.