Love, Lied and Lost...
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Last published Thu, May 25, 2023
This isn't a story, it isn't happy, it isn't sad... It's just plain me and no one else. I love writing and I just needed this book to write everything that I want to tell but that I have no one to. I don't want you to enjoy or to tell me can relate 'cause that would be really sad. I just want you to live your best life and don't regret anything because it's gonna kill you. With lots of lies from the only black bubble.
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