letters for when you're away

"Things like that keep me awake at night, you know? That's why I started to write."
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"Letters for when you wake up and remember me. When you feel ok to remember me. I know I'm as hard to remember as I am to forget. So are you, my darling, but you were also hard to leave. I can never imagine I let you go, even if it was out of love. Too much love could kill, huh? I was the one tho think only the lack of it could, but oh well, you learn new things everyday I guess. Sometimes you have to learn you've been wrong all along. I learned the hard way when I lost you."
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"My friend used to say life is a short story and we don't have time for 'what if's while going through it. But i can't stop wondering...does that mean my story already got it's ending? It was a sad one. But was the story good enough...? "