What happens when you're all alone? You get lost. That's exactly what happened to me at the age of 10. When someone walks in the wrong tracks you never know where you'll end up. I made a promise to myself 7 years ago and last night I remembered. I gathered my clothes, climbed through the window and saw my light flick on. a yell erupted and that's when I began to run.
There was never even me and you. There was only me waiting for you. It seems like I have always been here, in this space of time. Never moving an inch forward nor an inch behind. And its safe to say, that you will always expect thing between us to be this way.
I was the net you fell on when you jumped too high, only to fall back down. But I'm tired of waiting when everything moves ahead and I'm still here behind, waiting for you to come back.
And so I close the chapter, as my ink dries, knowing those words written or said could never be taken back. Even those unsaid ones that just lay between us.
Now as I stand alone, isolated, while everything speeds past me, I slowly blink and let the weight fall from my arms. Because there never really was me and you. There will only be you waiting for me.
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A story about a girl trying to mend her heart while finding her passion. But it seems impossible until Chris shows her otherwise.