Why Even Bother...
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No one really knows my story. Not even my family. There are a select few that know bits and peices of it but no one knows all of it. All of me. So this is where I am going to go to let it all out. And it will probably be all over the place and make no sense but I need somewhere to go and let everything off my shoulders. I've been so stressed and I dont know if I can continue to keep it all and stay sane at the same time. So here is where all my deepest, darkest secrets will lie. For the world to see...and hopefully my life is a little easier after this all.
*Disclaimer: I will be changing the names in the book to respect people's right to privacy. Also so that if anyone reading this knows me, they dont judge the people in my book who they might also know*
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