Sure yet Unsure

Life is always complicated. But it's never been this hard.

Sa tanang buhay ko, alam ko na kung ano ang dapat kong gawin. Kung saan ako lulugar, saang university papasok, anong kakainin araw-araw, anong course ang kukunin. It's all planned. But my life was never planned the way I wanted it to be.

Nung dumating siya, naging komplekado ang lahat. All the plans I've built for myself came crushing down. For the first time, hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin. I'm dumbfounded. Wala akong plano para sa bagay na 'to. I'm lost in the world of him.

Alam kong hindi ko siya mahal, pero hindi ko alam kung kaya ko ba siyang bitiwan.

I'm sure, yet unsure.