"I wouldn't come near me baby. I'm the person your parents warned you about." He was oh, so toxic. She was oh, so intrigued by him. She didn't want to be involved in his mysterious, complex web of tattoos, drugs, alcohol, partying and dark secrets. Maybe it was because she had too much already on her plate, Liam Payne, her older brother with selective mutism and very bad anger issues, Zayn Malik, her bestfriend who self-harms and is suicidal, and her perfectionist foster mom, Marianna. Maybe it was because she was too pure, with her converse, and her little dresses and her braids and her cute little freckles. She didn't know. But what she did know, was that the feeling she got even at the thought of him was marvellous. In fact, loving him was the most exquisite form of self destruction.