Love At First Death

All I had ever known was death, that death was the way to go, that was what everybody longed for. I believed a lie for as long as I could remember, and now I would pay for it. I still had nightmares, even though that was a year ago. They still haunted me, the voices that convinced me to let go and fall into their vicious claws. No light, no dark, just nothingness. Just an eternal abyss that I fell into, no prince charming to save me, no knight in shining armor. Just deadly voices that craved full control of my faith, of my body, soul and strength. They wanted me to think that it was love at first death.