Dying to be perfect...
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This is a story about Charlotte rose and her battle with bulimia.. it all started in her head, she always thought she wasn't good enough and that she was useless. she ate as much as she wanted and then realised what she had done and would bring the food back up again afraid of weight gain. Charlotte is a very self conscious person and if she see something wrong she will do anything in the world she can to get rid of it or make it better. This had been continuing for nearly 2 years. She was getting skinnier by the day and she couldn't fight the demons inside of her until she met Joe sugg, who with her stubbornness doesn't believe a word he says. but with the help of Alfie and Joe himself will she overcome this disorder that is killing her?? will her stubbornness fade away with the help of Joe sugg??... or is she just Dying To Be Perfect??.....
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