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Ever Since I Had You (Zarry)

titania_cecilia

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titania_cecilia

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Just 2 years after hiatus and Zayn has had enough of it all. He's done everything in order for everyone around him to be happy but he is frustrated with how things turn out every time. He decides to go after what he once left behind.
But will he be welcomed again? Will Harry take him back as he is now?

"Love will scar your makeup,
Lip sticks to me
So now I maybe lean back there
I'm sat here,
Wishing I was sober
I know I'll never hold you like I used to"

Zayn is not over Harry.
"You love me. You just don't love me enough."

Started on: September 28th, 2019. 08:04 pmAll Rights Reserved

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