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nyctophilia • m.yg + p.jm

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abuse angst anorexia bts btsfanfic holyshit jimin kidnapping phobias selfharm suicidal suicide trauma whump yoongi yoonmin

❝ ...I deserve it..


                                               ..I really do... ❞







Jimin, a 16 year old with an unhappy life. 

Abusive parents, no friends, years of bullying, eating disorders and suicidal thoughts were only the tip of what he was dealing with.


Yoongi, an 18 year old with an average happy life.

The only person who tried to help Jimin with what he was going through, willing to give up anything just to try and make him happy.







This contains heavy subjects such as bullying, eating disorders, violence, rape, abuse, self harm, abduction, human trafficking, torture, and suicide. 

If any of these topics are triggering to you or simply make you uncomfortable, I highly suggest you don't read.All Rights Reserved

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