Lanie Joyce had a cheerful life till her twin brother Trevor died. They were driving from a party when a truck came and killed Trevor and put Lanie in a coma for a year. When Lanie woke up she was sad she missed her fifteenth year, and sadder that her brother was dead. Dean was Trevor's best friend, and friends with Lanie as well. But he had it in his mind that the death of his friend was Lanie's fault and nothing could change that. Already feeling bad about her brother, she falls into depression, and then getting blamed for it at school, she feels like she's drowning. Can she fight to survive or will she give up and join her brother? ⚠Warning⚠ This book contains: Self harm Abuse Bullying Suicidal thoughts Suicide Mature Language Do not read if you get triggered by any of the above.