Death for my love 🥀

'Murderer' one word that can easily describe me. The scent of his blood that gave me such a relief. His ragged breathing that cleared the dark clouds I've been suffocating my entire life. His heart stopped beating that gave me such an ominous smile. Revenge was my best-friend and anger was my weapon through those years I struggled finding him and finally "killed" him. One of the best moment in my life taking his life and setting myself free. I am a man with different faces but when I finally met "you" it's like you're stripping all my masks off and making me so weak. I can't stand the sight of you but all I can do is desire you. I don't want to love someone, I'll become weak and becoming weak is not an option but a total sh*t. When you get to know my secrets I know you won't stay. So before it all happen I'll just keep my distance and erase you from my mind.