A collection of poems, thoughts and free writings taken from intense moments of life thus far. The feeling of growing up quickly, often due to being affiliated with adults and facing the fact that youth followed in every other aspect. Situations l those whom are older deal with have somehow manefested themselves within this short lifespan. 'Friends', 'family 'and my 'demons' have been thrown under the bus, sometimes to the extreme. The feeling of balance post writing suffices the torment and rage... keeps me alive even.