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dan lives in a world different than earth. whatever emotions you have, you stay with. dan only has the bad emotions since he gave his good emotions to his family. all he has is the bad emotions. he makes a business where you can take away emotions, and get the good emotions. everyone donates bad emotions since they don't want them. no one ever donates good emotions. so dan is stuck in this bad place forever. until someone, donates a good emotion.All Rights Reserved

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