49 parts Complete Mature"When life gives you lemons, make lemonade" Is a popular saying. That is meant to uplift you in times of misfortune and adversity.
But for how long will I make lemonade?
What will I do when I get sick of the taste of lemonade and want just orange juice or water?
That is where I am now.
The point where I have become sick of my misfortunes.
Why did my son and I have to live a life like this?
Why didn't we get an easier one like everyone else?
Day after day I fight against the adversity, against the thousands of odds stacked against me.
They say the hardest battles are for the strongest soldiers but I just want peace.
I want comfort, love and security.
That's all I want and need for me and my boy.
(May 6, 2023-August 14 2023)