together at last

chapter 10

Were about to go some rooms but, to my surprise it was a in a building with whom jhoven's room is there.Weew' I can see him, I said.he's sitting in a bench with classmates.So my friend push me,force me so that I can sit with him.I don't have other chance so I did.And we talk.blaah blaah blaah! and were textmate again and were again! As in together? yeah..that's what.

chapter 11

Lunchtime, I bring his celphone.And someone's calling.
And my friend waits if I will answer but I did not.Because jhoven say's its his brother but to my surprise after answering its a girl.Weew, that hurts huh? yeah as in.I answer her and she ask for who I am.And I say im jhoven's girlfriend and the girl is talking to me like a damn bitch I just smile in fact it hurts coz I trusted him and he lies and that girl is a very very damn! bitch! I can say that coz its true and im hurt and it happens in a very very true situation. What a jerk!

chapter 12

I go to school return his celphone and with silence he ask.Something's wrong? I say no.And after that I said what happen he says sorry but I did not accept so were break! As in heartbreak again.Sounds cool huh? but it hurts if someone already suffer this like my situation, yeah its so ahm heartache spreeds from heart to brain..sucks! I cry harder and harder... I ended having relation to other guy whom for just pain reliever. .so bad huh?

And im not happy and this guy turn.out to take away my virginity but I refuse and break with him coz I cannot stand anymore to be in a relationship with him so we breakup and nothing happens. .no heartache coz the fact is that, I cant love him.And my friends invite me to go swimming for about 3days to be prepared and ready.