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Ongoing13m
Last published Fri, Dec 14, 2018
My mom passed away on March 3rd 2018. What I thought was grief manifested into a dark depression. I still cannot get over her death and I am having a difficult time just living. Seeing as all I do these days is cry and sleep, I thought I should channel this depression by writing again.
This is a collection of my own thoughts/feelings, ways I remember my mother, stories she's told me. Ways to find peace with her being gone and maybe even a peace of mind.
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