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To Lose Control

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When Taylor Grey, a shy and quiet twenty year old, is hired to work at a very popular company named Fallen Waters, he faces many obstacles that he soon realizes he has no choice but to overcome. Unlike other times, he has no choice but to face his problems head on. This time, however, he has someone to support him along the way. This someone is none other than Blake Stones, the owner, the boss, and the founder of Fallen Waters, a very successful company. With his dominant demeanor and confident persona, he is the complete opposite of Taylor, yet they seem to fit so well.

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