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Finding Fear (#Wattys2015)

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Parts 22
Time 2h 37m

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Katherine Stone (or Kate as people called her.) has turned over a new leaf since running away from Hope's Psychiatric Hospital. She's changed her name, has a new job and a new place to live where no body knows about her past... Until a stranger knocks at her door.

Kate doesn't know him but he knows a lot about her. He knows what happened to her past, why she left the hospital and he knows about the drug she took before leaving.

The drug that cured her fear of the past but it came with a price. The drug uses another emotion to overshadow a certain emotion. In her case, it's fear.

It's only a trial drug so it's supposed to be flushed out of your system after observation, but without fear, Kate's stronger and manages to escape the hospital before they could do anything to her.

But something's wrong with the drug and Kate knows it. 

She's too brave, too unafraid of anything.

But is she willing to sacrifice the drug, to turn back to the fearful girl she used to be?

Bravery keeps us strong... But Fear keeps us alive.All Rights Reserved

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The Good Nightmare by rheotak

The once familiar world turned into a dark tunnel of mystery the day Kate heard the words "Kill her!" she shouted. "Yes...!!!" Yes...!!! Yes...!!!!!!!!! Well played!' Kate's eyes widened, and her skin turned pale; fright was written all over her face. She ran out, slamming the door. Uncovering the truth to her eight years of suffering, Kate has gone insane. Reminded of her trauma, she ran fast; her pace increased, and she ran and ran... to the near park until she was out of breath. Luckily the park is abandoned, so there wasn't anyone else besides Kate. "The cause of the traumatic experience is one's selfish desire... no... obsession!!" Kate sat at a corner on a bench, catching up her breath and trembling. She was sweating all over. She wouldn't stop shivering. The truth of that incident: her family tried to kill her? Why?!! Back then, eight years ago, that incident changed her life; the truth is harsher and fiercer.

If You Love Me by slybatspidow

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

Perfect in Ruins by LucaRousseau

They said love could save me. But they never told me it could destroy everything else. I loved her with every broken part of me. She saw the light in places I'd long buried under years of darkness. For a while, it felt like maybe I could be someone better, someone whole. But the past never forgets. Her father found out who I really am - the son of someone he could never forgive, a man carrying a mind that doesn't always stay steady. He gave me a choice that wasn't a choice at all. Now I have to break the only thing that ever made me feel alive: us. She'll hate me. And that's exactly what will keep her safe.

The Knowing Secret by LynneaKatherine

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The Good Nightmare

The once familiar world turned into a dark tunnel of mystery the day Kate heard the words "Kill her!" she shouted. "Yes...!!!" Yes...!!! Yes...!!!!!!!!! Well played!' Kate's eyes widened, and her skin turned pale; fright was written all over her face. She ran out, slamming the door. Uncovering the truth to her eight years of suffering, Kate has gone insane. Reminded of her trauma, she ran fast; her pace increased, and she ran and ran... to the near park until she was out of breath. Luckily the park is abandoned, so there wasn't anyone else besides Kate. "The cause of the traumatic experience is one's selfish desire... no... obsession!!" Kate sat at a corner on a bench, catching up her breath and trembling. She was sweating all over. She wouldn't stop shivering. The truth of that incident: her family tried to kill her? Why?!! Back then, eight years ago, that incident changed her life; the truth is harsher and fiercer.