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Finding Fear (#Wattys2015)

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Katherine Stone (or Kate as people called her.) has turned over a new leaf since running away from Hope's Psychiatric Hospital. She's changed her name, has a new job and a new place to live where no body knows about her past... Until a stranger knocks at her door.

Kate doesn't know him but he knows a lot about her. He knows what happened to her past, why she left the hospital and he knows about the drug she took before leaving.

The drug that cured her fear of the past but it came with a price. The drug uses another emotion to overshadow a certain emotion. In her case, it's fear.

It's only a trial drug so it's supposed to be flushed out of your system after observation, but without fear, Kate's stronger and manages to escape the hospital before they could do anything to her.

But something's wrong with the drug and Kate knows it. 

She's too brave, too unafraid of anything.

But is she willing to sacrifice the drug, to turn back to the fearful girl she used to be?

Bravery keeps us strong... But Fear keeps us alive.All Rights Reserved

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Is This Family? cover

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Katherine Jane, a simple and sweet loving girl. Everybody loves her....No. Nobody loves her. She always thought that if she gives love to everyone, everyone will love her. But she couldn't understand the harsh reality of the world. She was depressed and alone. Not to mention the constant verbal abuse from her mother. Yes, she has a birth mother but she doesn't care for her daughter. For her she is just a stomach she has to fill. Kat's only escape from this hateful world was her art. She is very smart and talented. Too pure for the world. The pain was excruciating and she was cracking under it. Until one day a knock on her door changes her life. But is it for good? Who knows... Turns out she has...brothers...6 of them. Disgustingly rich brothers. And they want to take her in. After a long time she sees hope. To be loved and taken care of. But she doesn't know she is in for another rejection and pain all over again. Will this rejection ever turn into love? Something she has never felt? Will she be able to win them? Or will they crush her until she finally gives up? Dive into the story of the Wright family. Get in for an emotional rollercoaster. One filled with pain towards love. Love. CONTAINS SWEARING.