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Finding Fear (#Wattys2015)

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Katherine Stone (or Kate as people called her.) has turned over a new leaf since running away from Hope's Psychiatric Hospital. She's changed her name, has a new job and a new place to live where no body knows about her past... Until a stranger knocks at her door.

Kate doesn't know him but he knows a lot about her. He knows what happened to her past, why she left the hospital and he knows about the drug she took before leaving.

The drug that cured her fear of the past but it came with a price. The drug uses another emotion to overshadow a certain emotion. In her case, it's fear.

It's only a trial drug so it's supposed to be flushed out of your system after observation, but without fear, Kate's stronger and manages to escape the hospital before they could do anything to her.

But something's wrong with the drug and Kate knows it. 

She's too brave, too unafraid of anything.

But is she willing to sacrifice the drug, to turn back to the fearful girl she used to be?

Bravery keeps us strong... But Fear keeps us alive.All Rights Reserved

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"we don't stay free at our homes, we pay with our mental health". Mantle's world felt heavy for her even before she was old enough to carry it. She'd seen and felt too much. Her home, where love should have been, was filled with pain and shadows cast by her evil mother The novel starts off as she is going through counselling, years after escaping her mother. That's when she found herself falling for her psychotherapist. She was on a poltergeist haunting, feeling an urge to reconnect with her brother years after she le home. She was certain he had been the one in her corner all along, the one person who, like her, had found themselves at odds with their mother. It was a challenging journey accompanied by her burning hope to find him. She wanted to at least have someone she shares a bloodline with. In between, something strange and beautiful began to happen. small, thoughtful gifts started appearing at her doorstep, each one signed by no one but somehow speaking directly to her hearl Who is this person who keeps on sending gifts anonymously and will she win her psychotherapist' heart? And more than anything, will she find her brother? The ending was nothing close to her expectation, do we say she lost it all or gained it all?

I Don't Like You by creatistx

I felt a hand under my chin and then I was looking right into Aiden's eyes. "You know that I care about you, right?" He used the same hushed tone. Aiden cared about me? Well, I knew he cared about me, but I didn't know he cared about me. It makes sense. I shrugged. "I don't know," I replied back. "Well, I do. I care about you so much." He whispered. His next move surprised me. He leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my lips that lasted about two seconds before backing away. I looked at the ground, shocked. Oh my god. Aiden just kissed me. Again. And I liked it. A lot. *** Corey Hale and Aiden Praxston don't like each other. At all. Never have, never will. She hates him and he hates her; so she thinks. What Corey doesn't know is that Aiden doesn't, in fact, hate her. He feels the complete opposite. One of Aiden's past relationships turned him into the person he is today; arrogant, selfish, rude, and he vowed to never love again. He's a complete Badass. Girls, Drinking, and getting high is his life now. Although, he soon realizes that he can't hide his true feelings about Corey. So when Aiden's past comes back to take revenge and could affect the girl he cares about, you could only imagine what would happen. However, how can he protect her without letting the truth go? If it does get out, it could be a total repeat of what happened before. That couldn't happen. Not again. Follow them on their journey as Corey and Aiden face their true feelings and come to realize many things. One of them is that being in Love is no joke.

The end of the line by Josie_Jump

'As salty tears ran down my cheeks, I willed myself to do it. I nearly did it...until I heard it. "I love you, Kate!" I turned to see the one voice that I blocked out of my head.' When a series of dreadful events occur in Katherine's life, she makes choices that could change her life forever. She makes some decisions that she may not enjoy, some that she may fall in love with and some that will send her into oblivion. Will Katherine's emotions affect her thoughts and ideas?

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Aria had a simple life, she had her friends, her brother, and her parents. At the time she thought life couldn't get any better; minus the guy she was in love with was having a hard time noticing she's the one. But when tragedy strikes, she doesn't know how to deal with it. Losing someone close to her and the guilt that eats away at her heart. How do you deal with it? The life she had known was gone. The pain feels like drowning. Though putting your life together is hard when you keep finding out people aren't who they say they are. Who could possibly help her keep her head above water? Someone she least expected? Could he be the one to save her, before it all becomes too much? Ryder didn't leave much falsehood to rumors. A complete playboy. He didn't have much he cared about in life anymore, at least, other than his friends. They were the only ones who knew his dark secrets, the mystery that hid in his eyes. That's the way he liked it, usually keeping to himself, not giving a shit what anyone thought about him. When Aria walks in his life, things get shaken up. Now, life starts getting a little more interesting.

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This Is Our Life- Kolena by anonymouswriting17

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"we don't stay free at our homes, we pay with our mental health". Mantle's world felt heavy for her even before she was old enough to carry it. She'd seen and felt too much. Her home, where love should have been, was filled with pain and shadows cast by her evil mother The novel starts off as she is going through counselling, years after escaping her mother. That's when she found herself falling for her psychotherapist. She was on a poltergeist haunting, feeling an urge to reconnect with her brother years after she le home. She was certain he had been the one in her corner all along, the one person who, like her, had found themselves at odds with their mother. It was a challenging journey accompanied by her burning hope to find him. She wanted to at least have someone she shares a bloodline with. In between, something strange and beautiful began to happen. small, thoughtful gifts started appearing at her doorstep, each one signed by no one but somehow speaking directly to her hearl Who is this person who keeps on sending gifts anonymously and will she win her psychotherapist' heart? And more than anything, will she find her brother? The ending was nothing close to her expectation, do we say she lost it all or gained it all?