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Finding Fear (#Wattys2015)

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Parts 22
Time 2h 37m

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Katherine Stone (or Kate as people called her.) has turned over a new leaf since running away from Hope's Psychiatric Hospital. She's changed her name, has a new job and a new place to live where no body knows about her past... Until a stranger knocks at her door.

Kate doesn't know him but he knows a lot about her. He knows what happened to her past, why she left the hospital and he knows about the drug she took before leaving.

The drug that cured her fear of the past but it came with a price. The drug uses another emotion to overshadow a certain emotion. In her case, it's fear.

It's only a trial drug so it's supposed to be flushed out of your system after observation, but without fear, Kate's stronger and manages to escape the hospital before they could do anything to her.

But something's wrong with the drug and Kate knows it. 

She's too brave, too unafraid of anything.

But is she willing to sacrifice the drug, to turn back to the fearful girl she used to be?

Bravery keeps us strong... But Fear keeps us alive.All Rights Reserved

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Don't Let Go ✔ (Editing) by _Little_Infinity__

Gosh, I'm so pathetic. I feel like I relate everything happening to me, back to Cody. It's probably because he and I were always together. But I really should stop. Cody left me. Why am I so hung up on him? I should move on, right? I should find another guy to love unconditionally... or maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should just be a slut. Why should I even have any feelings for anyone? Wouldn't it just make complete sense to fuck around? That was no one could break my heart or hurt me. I'd be perfectly fine after, right? ~ After suddenly losing his boyfriend to soccer, Ethan finds that the perfect solution is to fuck around and do what he pleases. He no longer wants to cry over someone who obviously doesn't care about him. However, all of this quickly changes when he meets a patient at a hospital he volunteers, who goes by the name of Ashton - who happens to be straight and also dying. After their first encounter, they become perfect friends, and the obvious f-boy begins to develop feelings for the obvious straight boy. Can Ethan break down his 'straight' walls and have him as more than a friend all before it's too late? It's all up to fate, right? Highest Rank - #3 in #FreeThelgbtq

MADHOUSE - ENG. by ItZunarxy

Welcome to the Red Ward, where madness is not a diagnosis... But a symphony. Seven patients. Seven hells. A nurse with gentle hands. And a hospital that does not heal... It devours. ⚠ Beware! ⚠ Here, the sane scream in silence, and the sick kiss with knives. Do you want to save them, Kang? They want to save you too... In their own way. Enjoy the reading... After all, you'll end up just like them.

The Girl He Left Wondering. by lovelesssssss

(Previously titled: Maybe It Wasn't Love After all) Luna Jackson had a great marriage. Key word Had. Her marriage officially started falling apart after she found her husband pleasuring a women, in the same bed they slept together in. Years later- he still doesn't know, that she is fully aware of the affair he is having. After a while she decides she can't take any more, so she confesses to her husband that she knows about his affair. He could careless though, mostly since he found out his other lover is pregnant with "his" child. They settle on getting a divorce. She leaves with their daughter to cali. After three years she remains broken and fragile...yet she doesn't show it. Liam becomes the richest man, cruel as well. But in the last three years he hasn't visited his daughter. Mila. Luna tries to contact him, but he ends up blocking her. She gives up. And adopts a 13 year old boy two years after the divorce. Who also helped her. But what happens when Liam founds out something, something That ends in him losing someone and trying to get back together with Luna. And asking for her forgiveness. Will she give in? Will she take him back? Will she forgive him? Or will she let himself suffer? Read to find out. #37 in affair: 3/11/19

The Knowing Secret by LynneaKatherine

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