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Finding Fear (#Wattys2015)

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Parts 22
Time 2h 37m

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Katherine Stone (or Kate as people called her.) has turned over a new leaf since running away from Hope's Psychiatric Hospital. She's changed her name, has a new job and a new place to live where no body knows about her past... Until a stranger knocks at her door.

Kate doesn't know him but he knows a lot about her. He knows what happened to her past, why she left the hospital and he knows about the drug she took before leaving.

The drug that cured her fear of the past but it came with a price. The drug uses another emotion to overshadow a certain emotion. In her case, it's fear.

It's only a trial drug so it's supposed to be flushed out of your system after observation, but without fear, Kate's stronger and manages to escape the hospital before they could do anything to her.

But something's wrong with the drug and Kate knows it. 

She's too brave, too unafraid of anything.

But is she willing to sacrifice the drug, to turn back to the fearful girl she used to be?

Bravery keeps us strong... But Fear keeps us alive.All Rights Reserved

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Trapped In My Amnesia by lizzzz92

"Sweetheart wake up. You're at the hospital." I looked up and saw the same woman hovering over me. "Oh...okay." I opened my eyes fully and noticed that I was already in the hospital bed. Why on earth did she have to wake me? "So why am I here?" I asked confused. "Well," she said pulling a short and skinny woman into the room. "This very sweet lady saw you on the side of the road and called 9-1-1." I looked up at her and she threw me an evil look. In a way, she seemed strongly familiar. I looked away slowly diving my eyes back into the direction of the nurse. "Before we leave you, I just wanted to let you know that my name is Julia. You can call me whatever works best for you. Julia, Nurse, Nurse Julia. Whatever. I'll be right back with your papers." Sixteen-year-old Abigail Moore, also referred to as Ginger by her boyfriend Cameron Wood, has lived a terrible sixteen years. She grew up with her drug-addict mother who didn't care enough to properly raise her, and she's stuck living alone for a good amount of her teenage years. Once Abigail's mother got put in jail for suspected murder of Abigail's older sister, Julia, Abigail is forced to live with her aunt. Abigail and her aunt get along very well, and she grows up safe and in no harm. Although her life and goals seem set straight and simple to her, her mother and others are always watching, just waiting in Abigail's shadows for the perfect time to strike, and take their next victim in the creepy and deathly darkness of Brett Creek in Colombia Falls, Maine. Abigail's developed amnesia from her horrible past makes it hard for her to live, but the people she fears most in life, make it easier to find the pieces that are missing to complete the puzzle. ******************************************* Also, please vote this for the 2018 Watty's!! ;)

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