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Finding Fear (#Wattys2015)

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Parts 22
Time 2h 37m

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Katherine Stone (or Kate as people called her.) has turned over a new leaf since running away from Hope's Psychiatric Hospital. She's changed her name, has a new job and a new place to live where no body knows about her past... Until a stranger knocks at her door.

Kate doesn't know him but he knows a lot about her. He knows what happened to her past, why she left the hospital and he knows about the drug she took before leaving.

The drug that cured her fear of the past but it came with a price. The drug uses another emotion to overshadow a certain emotion. In her case, it's fear.

It's only a trial drug so it's supposed to be flushed out of your system after observation, but without fear, Kate's stronger and manages to escape the hospital before they could do anything to her.

But something's wrong with the drug and Kate knows it. 

She's too brave, too unafraid of anything.

But is she willing to sacrifice the drug, to turn back to the fearful girl she used to be?

Bravery keeps us strong... But Fear keeps us alive.All Rights Reserved

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