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Last published Tue, Apr 2, 2019
here are the things that id like to say but didn't.
here are the things that i went through and probably you did too.
here are the things that shape me as a person, the things that makes me cry at night because i realized how cruel the world is.
buku ini bukan hanya dalam bahasa inggris, namun ada beberapa entry yang memakai bahasa indo.
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