In the end you have to accept the situation that he left you ... It's not about your future life that you have to fear, but a battle with previous memories that you should be able to destroy ... It lives in your memory, but that doesn't mean you have to keep thinking about it ... Your struggle is not only to forget it, but to prevent everything from appearing before you and make you suffer ... And in the end ... he did go and didn't want to go back ...All Rights Reserved