Hiden desire

i am a monster in disguise I don't know who I am nor my memories of myself are hidden in the depths of my mind. My mother is the only one I know from a young age but because of my existence she physically beats me to resolve her psychological stress.

I wish to know who i am, where a mysterious boy unexpectedly comes into my life unlocking each memory as a puzzle piece , but were for his own selfish reasons.

I am a shy one on the outside for I am afraid of others touch and gentleness

I was and am betrayed by everyone I know until he came into my life, Kaneki.

My father, he root of all evil, continuously sending his messengers for the monster inside me to reveal its true form.