how it really is.
- Reads 13
- Votes 0
- Parts 1
MatureOngoing25m
Last published Fri, Oct 5, 2018
lynnea zabez. an 18 year old freshman in college. the insights to her mind, her thoughts.
after going through a heart-shattering break up from being in a 4 year relationship with her best friend, this teenage fiction will show the difficulties of being a teenage girl through this day and age. not only does this show lynnea's thoughts that come about being depressed, it shows the true hardships that come about being in a family just as crazy as hers. with the breakup, school, her family, her battles with self-love/hatred and finding herself, showing the true intensities of what goes on in the teenagers mind that battles with depression and anxiety.
TRIGGER WARNING. xx
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
The Imperishable Flame⎪✓
"You have lost your mind, what the hell do you think you're doing?" She yells at me. "Don't start with me." "I'm not starting shit, Elijah! This was supposed to be a night out and then you come along, you ruin everything!" The anger on her voice isn't lost on me, I've never heard her this mad before and she is dangerously attractive with the wild look in her eyes and slightly open mouth. "You shouldn't even be here! What the fuck do you mean a night out, have you gone insane?" I raise my voice unintentionally and she looks even more crazed than she did before. "That's rich, coming from the jerk who almost killed a guy minutes ago!" ********* Elijah Black is her first love. He is her only love. Even three years after high school when both of them have gone separate ways, never talked again, she still thinks about him and scolds herself for it. They agreed to end things, they agreed to cut all ties, she isn't allowed to feel this way anymore. But she does. Dakota Moore is the name he refuses to mention, she is the girl he struggles to think about. Even three years after high school when both of them have gone their separate ways, never talked again, he still fears whenever someone brings her up in conversation and he hates it. She needed to get away from all the horrific things, they agreed to cut all ties, he can't fawn over her like this anymore. But he does. Two broken souls could mend each other, but the aspect of staying together was too much. Why couldn't things just be easy for them? Why couldn't they have their romance in peace? Loving someone is hard enough, but when the past catches up to you and the future traumatizes you, can you really focus on the mending of a broken relationship? Or will you burn in the process? ******* THE SECOND BOOK OF THE FLAME SERIES Highest rankings: 1st place in #heated 1st place in #fighter 1st place in #badboy 25th place in #romanceComplete
Crescendo
16-year-old Claire Weston comes from a rich family in the suburbs of New York City. She seems to have her whole future planned out thanks to her strict parents. Focusing on her grades, music, and friends, until her troubling past decides to make a return. Axel Hargrove is forced to live with his uncle in New York after the passing of his mother. He wants nothing to do with the city and yearns to be back in the country to work on his cars. As soon as Claire and Axel meet, there is bad blood, and it only seems to get worse from there, but high school is just the beginning. If you love romance, race cars, motorcycles, city life, music concerts, college/high school life, and young love in the form of fiction, then this story is the one for you! Tropes: enemies to lovers, forced proximity, emotional scars/damage
Just Keep Swimming
*REVISING IN PROGRESS* **************** A girl named Avery had a life that felt like a living hell. Things start to brighten up when she moved schools and finds the boy of her dreams! She becomes close with his friends and becomes best friends with a girl named Katie. Avery smiles everyday until her enemy Kennedy from her last school shows up. Will Kennedy make her stress worse or will she go barely being noticed? Does her friendships and relationship stay great or do things take a turn for the worst? "Just keep swimming" she tells herself, "Just Keep Swimming..." **************** *COMPLETED*Complete
My Belligerent Lover
Hannah joins college in Chicago due to her dad's job transfer, the sudden change of her environment makes her feel uncomfortable. She starts experiencing highs and lows when she comes one on one with the school prince charming. Will hate turn to love? Will her love survive till last?Complete
Because of Karson
Dakota is just like every other 17 year old high school senior. Or that's what everyone thinks. Everyone sees Dakota as this funny, sarcastic, and caring girl. What people don't see is how much she is truly suffering inside. People don't know that the smile she always wears is completely fake. They don't know what's really going on at home. They don't see the bruises she has to cover up every morning. They don't see her having to step up to take care of her two younger siblings. She puts on a fake smile as soon as she walks through the school doors and slowly builds her walls up higher as each day goes on. She thinks no one will ever see past her facade...that is, until three new bad boys come strolling into town taking an automatic interest in Dakota. And one certain bad boy can read her like an open book. Will Dakota eventually let these three bad boys in? Or will she keep everything in until she finally reaches her breaking point? Warning: explicit language, violence, sexual assault, abuse, and sexual content ---------------------------- Highest Rankings: #1 Past #1 Underground #1 Abuse #1 Broken #1 Fighter #2 Boxer #1 hurt #2 sadComplete
Just another teen girl
Highest ranks before #4 teen reads #7 new reads #35 teen problems #8 teen girl What makes you think true love isn't for teenagers? Chloé found herself drowning inlove for her twin's best friend. A lot of secrets have to be exposed before she can be happy. Little did she know that by the time she becomes a sophomore, a lot of things will change... PS; this book is 2 in 1😍 Completed and Edited.Complete
Meet Me in the Middle
Sometimes, life can surprise you. Even if it takes longer than you thought. For Ayesha, life was a series of calculations and logical choices. She had it all. Good grades, understanding parents, fun friends, popularity and a brain she prouded herself on. So what happens when it begins to all go away? How do you have a grasp on reality when the only reality you've known is fading before your own eyes? This isn't JUST a lovestory. A story about finding yourself and your own family. And about finding your light at the end of the tunnel.Complete
Breaking Through the Silence
Sixteen-year-old Jack is starting college with his three best friends, Oscar, Jess, and James. But beneath the surface, Jack is struggling with depression and anxiety, exacerbated by the abuse he endures at the hands of his father. As Jack tries to navigate his new life as a college student, his mental health continues to deteriorate. With the support of his friends, he seeks help and begins to confront his painful past. But as he begins to heal, his father's abuse intensifies, threatening to undo all of Jack's progress. This powerful and emotional coming-of-age story explores the impact of mental illness and abuse on a young person's life. With unflinching honesty, the story delves into the complexities of friendship, trauma, and the resilience of the human spirit.
Imperfect
Danielle Evins struggles with severe depression and with depression comes anxiety. She lives her life in darkness, fear, and constant pain. Danielle goes to sleep, not wanting to face the world once again. Every day is a new day for everyone else, but for Danielle a new day for her is a new battle. One day, Danielle decides to go for a walk far from her home until she stumbles upon thousands of people crowded around a building. Danielle is clueless as of why the people are there, but there is where she meets Luke Hemmings. The boy who somehow made her feel something other than numbness. The boy who gave her a sense of happiness and joy when no one else could. Will Luke uncover her hidden secrets? Will Luke show Danielle how to live again? Could Danielle do the same for Luke? That's for you to find out. (This novel contains mental illnesses, self-harm, and possible suicide). - Written in 2014Complete![Hopelessly Falling [book 2]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/217874760-256-k348673.jpg)
Hopelessly Falling [book 2]
"Do you ever get scared of being happy?" He asked softly, also pretty tired. I kept my eyes closed as I answered, my fingers softly drawing circles on his chest. "All the time. I used to a lot more, but, the downfalls seem a lot less daunting now that I have someone to free-fall with," I replied, and I looked up to see him smile a little at that, "We're just dancing in the rain these days.. there's no need to be afraid of the inevitable clouds that are gonna pop up." • • • College. Officially a new start. Crystal can already feel the clean slate and new opportunities like a breath of fresh air. She's finally ready to move in towards a brighter future. She knows hard times will inevitably come throughout her life, but that no longer scares her. However, life does have a way of throwing the most unexpected of curveballs at you... Especially when you least are prepared for it. [BOOK TWO OF 'HOPELESSLY DEVOTED' SERIES] • • • !!! [ TRIGGER WARNING ] !!! • suicide, suicidal concepts • domestic abuse, sexual assault • substance abuse, alcoholism, addiction • anxiety, PTSD, panic attacks • strong language and mature scenes • • •Complete
"You have lost your mind, what the hell do you think you're doing?" She yells at me. "Don't start with me." "I'm not starting shit, Elijah! This was supposed to be a night out and then you come along, you ruin everything!" The anger on her voice isn't lost on me, I've never heard her this mad before and she is dangerously attractive with the wild look in her eyes and slightly open mouth. "You shouldn't even be here! What the fuck do you mean a night out, have you gone insane?" I raise my voice unintentionally and she looks even more crazed than she did before. "That's rich, coming from the jerk who almost killed a guy minutes ago!" ********* Elijah Black is her first love. He is her only love. Even three years after high school when both of them have gone separate ways, never talked again, she still thinks about him and scolds herself for it. They agreed to end things, they agreed to cut all ties, she isn't allowed to feel this way anymore. But she does. Dakota Moore is the name he refuses to mention, she is the girl he struggles to think about. Even three years after high school when both of them have gone their separate ways, never talked again, he still fears whenever someone brings her up in conversation and he hates it. She needed to get away from all the horrific things, they agreed to cut all ties, he can't fawn over her like this anymore. But he does. Two broken souls could mend each other, but the aspect of staying together was too much. Why couldn't things just be easy for them? Why couldn't they have their romance in peace? Loving someone is hard enough, but when the past catches up to you and the future traumatizes you, can you really focus on the mending of a broken relationship? Or will you burn in the process? ******* THE SECOND BOOK OF THE FLAME SERIES Highest rankings: 1st place in #heated 1st place in #fighter 1st place in #badboy 25th place in #romance
More detailsContent Guidelines