Hurt, Heartbreak, and Realizations
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This is me going through a journey of a relationship ending in the summer before college started. This was a dark time for me and I wrote a lot of things and I had no where else to put them so here I am. These small to large text posts are stemmed from insomnia filled nights and a lot of self realization and pain and hurt and trust being broken. Enjoy or don't.
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