The Broken Phoenix
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Dear Diary
Imagine this... All your life you've grown up one way, but then suddenly you fucking grow up and you realize it was all a damn lie. Life is hard, but if I knew it would be this hard , I'd never have wished my childhood to be over. I'm tired, I'm scared and I'm pretty mad...
But I'm special... I've always heard just how special I am, but now I understand why and people are scared of me. I'm scared of me.
Someone. Help me.
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"I am one of them, baby and I will protect you with my life!" Was the sentence that made me fall down my knees and believe him, give him all I could give but it wasn't easy. I didn't choose this life. I don't want it but when I saw him I just thought that maybe, just maybe, he'd be the one who'd take all the pain of my past away with a small kiss of his kissable lips. At least that was what I expected. Perhaps, the devil that pushed me in hell, got sick of me enjoying it there and he sent me someone that looks so angelic when he smiles to make me feel like I'm in heaven. But sadly, as soon as I leaned in to kiss his lips, I realized that just looking in his eyes, I'd feel in heaven but looking around and seeing all those demons, my demons, smirking at me, knowing they won because I let him in but he was just one of them when I thought he was different. At the end of the day, I was just a maid in his father's house but I didn't look at it that way when I fell for him and that was how I lost myself. -Read to know how she lost herself, who is the angle and the devil, how did her demons won when she was trying so hard to run away from them. Find out in INNOCENT. Enjoy :)
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