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Inner dialogue

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!!Warning!! The following contents may be triggering especially to individuals battling depression, self harm, suicidal ideations, dysphoria, and various other conditions and mental states. Please do not be afraid to ask for help regarding these or any other issues. I am here if you need someone. Please DM me if you need to talk or call 1-800-273-8255 (US National Suicide Hotline) if it is urgent.

Depression is a strange thing. Your head feels so empty, yet so full at the same time. You sleep too much yet also battle insomnia. You try to think logically, yet your logic gets put off by your own mind. Not every story has a happy ending. Sometimes the end is just as ambiguous as  the journey. Sometimes you don't know who you are, where you are, or what is going on. And you never know what is coming. 

This story is not written in a traditional style. Most of the story is internal dialogue, from the consciousness to itself. It is meant to attempt to represent the battle of depression in the individual's own head.All Rights Reserved

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Thu, Oct 4, 2018

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