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Shouldn't I count myself lucky?

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Shouldn't I count myself lucky for having a father?
 
I mean, not everybody has one. I sometimes think about the fatherless people and how they cry and long badly to see them. 

(CUE music: Dance with my father - Luther Vandrose )

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying all these out of pity, but out of guilt. 

I feel guilty  and utterly ungrateful for hating my own so called live father.

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