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My Sanity

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Parts 12
Time 4h 21m

Ever considered suicide? Just leave all the everything in your life behind and end it all? Well, I have, twice. 

Zeriella Ceylontera is a quiet, mysterious girl, depressed for reasons that she doesn't like talking about. She's been having trouble trusting anyone ever since that wretched night, and the walls she built around herself make it impossible for anyone to enter her life. But when he walks into her life she finds her walls crumbling down around her and there's nothing she can do to stop it.(CC) Attribution-NoDerivs

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Tightrope

Neon's friends can't shake the feeling that something's wrong. They're worried about her. She has depression, but chooses to hide it. She can no longer do that when it gets the best of her. Any songs I use aren't mine and belong to their original creators, lyric videos included. The word count of this is 30K words in total. You don't have to listen to the songs if you don't want to. I included them to show how Neon's mental state is declining. Rated mature due to depressing content. No gore or explicit sex is involved in this.