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My Sanity

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Time 4h 21m

Ever considered suicide? Just leave all the everything in your life behind and end it all? Well, I have, twice. 

Zeriella Ceylontera is a quiet, mysterious girl, depressed for reasons that she doesn't like talking about. She's been having trouble trusting anyone ever since that wretched night, and the walls she built around herself make it impossible for anyone to enter her life. But when he walks into her life she finds her walls crumbling down around her and there's nothing she can do to stop it.(CC) Attribution-NoDerivs

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Tightrope by AtticusBuffkell

Neon's friends can't shake the feeling that something's wrong. They're worried about her. She has depression, but chooses to hide it. She can no longer do that when it gets the best of her. Any songs I use aren't mine and belong to their original creators, lyric videos included. The word count of this is 30K words in total. You don't have to listen to the songs if you don't want to. I included them to show how Neon's mental state is declining.

Fly Away (OLD VERSION) by strawberry-jam

An idea popped into my somewhat witty brain. "Ooh, can I call you 'Mophead', since that's what your hair looks like?" He laughed. The way his eyes lit up and the melodic ring of his voice was so freaking hot. He flicked his head to the side in an attempt to get his hair out of his face... Zack's voice snapped me out of my hopeless swooning. "No, but you can call me anytime," he replied with a flirtatious wink. ~~~ Sixteen year old Raven Westfield is searching for a fresh start after a horrible accident that ruined her life. She desperately needs to be in a new place, where nobody knows of her dark past of a ruined reputation, lies, and betrayal, so she leaves everything behind to start over in a new state. Zachary Anderson is the untouchable Golden Boy of Rosewood High School. With his charming looks and genius brain, all the girls want to be with him and all the guys want to be him. But what they don't know is that Zack isn't as perfect as everyone thinks. Through a whirlwind of secrets, love, memories, and friendship, the two discover their pasts are more similar than they realize. What happens when two broken people come together? Do their missing puzzle pieces match... or cause a mess? Started: June 2018 Finished: April 21, 2020 Cover by: ucancallmerose *Cliche-ish warning* **TW: Includes strong language and flashbacks involving abuse/self harm/suicide***

as long as there's forever EP by Exequinne

I would not mind leaving this hell for another. Because I could not care less if I throw away my life of failure and inadequacy as long as you were with me. I was another stranger, another faceless being in the tapestry of your dreams. And you held my heart like a guitar peg, twisting and twisting until I snapped. Playing with my strings until my sound tore to shreds and I vanished into the mere noise of the world. And I did not mind it. Because when you met my eyes, I thought I saw myself reflected in yours. But it was not me who was there. It was my own hell. ˜"°•.˜"°•˜"°•.˜"°•˜"°•.˜"°• © 2023 (First Edition) [10,000 - 15,000 words] [All graphics are made by @sardonictabby] C/TW: Contains discussion about suicide and depression. Read at your own risk.

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 by ac1dict0uch

Please, try not to hate her. She's just a girl, after all. She's still figuring things out and doesn't understand what love truly means. She's never learned how to love or be loved. It's not entirely her fault. Others should have tried harder to understand her instead of blaming her. They left her feeling abandoned and labeled her as a monster. She's lost in a whirlwind of emotions she can't comprehend. So please, don't condemn her. ________________ Entry for the 8 Chapter Challenge and I have succeeded in it!! STARTED: 24/10/2023 FINISHED: 30/10/2023 ★2nd in '#8ChapterChallenge' 31/10/2023 ★4th in '#freepalestine' 31/10/2023

broken wings by 1just2for3you

deep down everyone has secrets , deep down everyone is in pain. some people are just better at hiding it or feel like pain is okay. a girl who seems happy and a guy who can read her like a book pass ways just In this book. tears and joy ,cries and hugs. everything will be okay if she just would have one good luck. But that's not what she cared about, all she wanted was to run away from home, but that grip of her father won't leave her alone . Will he save her fast enough? Or will he help alone not be enough ? - - - " where were you? " " w-what? " " i walked past your class, I was going to walk you to lunch, I wanted t- uhm but you weren't there." " uh I left earlier because I needed to go to the bathroom." " no, I had free period I was waiting on you there the whole time. " Disclaimers 🛑 This isn't a fantasy book This is my first book so I am not the greatest Warnings ⚠️ ⚠️ selfharm, suicide, rape, abuse, death, child loss

Till Next Time | completed | currently under re-edit by _thewildchild__

#1 on Paralysis. #9 on Suicide Awareness #13 on Bullying Awareness. #19 on Anxiety Disorder. #22 on Wattpad India Brooklyn Baxter is rich. The world is his oyster but he is trapped inside the shells of his own mind. But rich kids do not get sad. After getting transferred from yet another school, he is forced into Behavioural Modification as a part of a deal where he meets Anastasia Collins. On scholarship. On Behavioural Mod. And on a wheelchair. When a mutual friend takes his own life after his forced sex tape is leaked, his family slowly seems to steadily fall apart and the ghosts of the past threaten to come back and haunt, Brooklyn turns to Anastasia for a runaway. Because in togetherness, there is peace. And in solidarity, there is hope. They embark on a life-changing roadtrip. Till Next Time - The Playlist : https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLmIoHNUlcovgkFyieLXFZtYqS7ikv4wEE Hello, fellow Wattpadders! I hope you liked the synopsis and found this story worth a read. This is still a work in progress and I upload every Sunday (IST). Hope you enjoy and do not forget to vote, comment and spread the word! Love, Sam.

i feel safe. by kyaeilish

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Forgetting Billions | ✓ by ananyad12

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Tightrope cover

Fly Away (OLD VERSION) cover

as long as there's forever EP cover

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 cover

broken wings cover

Till Next Time | completed | currently under re-edit cover

i feel safe. cover

Saving Gracie | ✓ cover

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Tightrope

Neon's friends can't shake the feeling that something's wrong. They're worried about her. She has depression, but chooses to hide it. She can no longer do that when it gets the best of her. Any songs I use aren't mine and belong to their original creators, lyric videos included. The word count of this is 30K words in total. You don't have to listen to the songs if you don't want to. I included them to show how Neon's mental state is declining.