Paul Withers' Gay Diary
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Last published Fri, Apr 5, 2019
HeY SiS!!! I'm Paul Withers, a young, bisexual writer and an art student, and i wanted a place where i could just let out all my bottled up feelings. I wanted to write it in my notes in my phone but I wanted to share my ShiZzy life to other people. SO here's the life of an insecure, depressed, half-chinese idiot that will make your life feel EVEN MORE BETTER :)
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