Dear diary

LIFE; A four letter word that holds so much meaning to a common man and people say life is short you have to make the best of what life throws at you but what if really your life was just like a curse and everyday you woke up u wished you hadnt and that God would just take you from your sleep so you wouldnt wake up to the nightmare called life.

Well that was how it was for me ,You see i am not your regular nineteen year old having boyfriends, going for parties, having friends was an abomination for me, I went to school though but i couldnt even look anyone in the eye and talk to them i was told not to unless i was going to be punished badly by HIM , I know your all wondering who he might be , He's name actually should be forbidden just like voldermort "you know who" in harry potter.

Was he that bad you may ask? Actually he was.
He was the one who made me this way.
After my parents died i had no one and no where to run to i know u might be wondering why i had no aunties or uncles or any other family relation but i actually didnt know of any ,mum and dad never told me about that and after their death i was all alone, although i had a next door neigbour i thought i could find refuge in and that was it , the biggest mistake i had ever made in my life i knocked at his door and he smiled but later faked a pity face like he actually cared that i was crying i was just thirteen that time u see that was the day i lost my life cause the girl i was before was always so bubbly and happy but now i was just mere figment of a creature in human flesh