I hate you

I hate you

The_Blue_Orange

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Complete Mon, Oct 8, 2018<5 mins

emotions feelings mess personal

I'm trying to figure out how I feel so I decided to create something. It's a bit of a mess but so am I right now. It's a reflection of just what's going on in my head

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From my mind, to the page, with some editing in between. Thoughts, rants, blurb etc.

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