Depression
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MatureComplete Tue, Nov 27, 201842m
A phan fiction. Phil has to go away for a few days as a family member of his has passed away. Dan is left alone with his darkest thoughts and his depression is beating him down. It gets worse as time goes on, will Dan be able to make it?
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