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БЕЗДНА

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Това е мой разказ написан в началото на 2016-та.  Доста време го пазех за себе си, защото мислех, че е прекалено психарски.  Половината разказ е писан на база личен опит, другата половина е въображението ми. В разказа става въпрос за момиче шизофреничка, което става шизофреничка след загуба на последния си близък човек.  Не съм шизофреничка, но страдам от паническо разтройство, а когато писах разказа бях и в депресия точно зареди загуба на много близки за мен хора.
  
  Сега две години  и няколко месеца по-късно реших да го публикувам и да добавя happy end.  Последните няколко абзаца ги добавих днес. Напоследък започнах да надделявам над моите демони и реших, че историята ми трябва да има happy end.

 Още нещо, последните няколко абзаца ги написах набързо, не съм ги проверявала. А останалото не съм чела от както го написах.  

  Имам си и нова корица от @VDyakowaAll Rights Reserved

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You just left your hometown in order to attend a university in London, England for an entire year. You can't wait for Europe and all the adventures that await you. What happens when your red string of fate ends up getting tangled with different people's? "I can't help it. No matter how hard I try I can never get you out my head. Even when I try to get away I always end up coming back. I'm drawn to you like a magnet" DISCLAIMER: I do not own Hetalia or any of its characters. They belong to the Awesome Himaruya. I also don't own the photos I use in each chapter-- they belong to their rightful owners. Book cover was created by me using the following images: *Hands retrieved from: https://www.google.com.ph/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwiW9eS_3OzUAhXMHZQKHRrKAFQQjRwIBw&url=http%3A%2F%2Flariisinfoworld.blogspot.com%2F&psig=AFQjCNG3d6A2liWsostkXt55nN5VK-vGqQ&ust=1499157885139002 *Butterfly retrieved from: www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?https://www.google.com.ph/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwji-o6E8eLUAhWHT7wKHYkmATEQjRwIBw&url=https://www.carstickers.com/Butterfly_Car_Stickers_and_Decals.php&psig=AFQjCNF86VEgxOYtq52V6LWgxv_hWpCRGQ&ust=1498819803692852

Love Separated by The Atlantic by Strale26

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From Left to Right: Journeying from Identity Politics to Human Politics by holotheist17

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A Beacon To My Blues by wish2real

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𝑨𝑳𝑳 𝑰 𝑾𝑨𝑵𝑻 𝑰𝑺 𝒀𝑶𝑼 by druxymya

"You disappear, hide shit, lie straight to my face but expect me to believe you? Expect me to 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵 you?! You think I'm stupid? You don't give a fuck about us, about 𝘮𝘦-" He cut her off, voice breaking. "I don't care about you? Mani, I'm 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦. Even when you pushed me away, blocked me for no reason, I 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺𝘦𝘥. Cause I still want this. I still want 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮." --- Demani never needed much, just a break from living. But with the chaos at home from her mom, her stepdad and step-siblings, it feels impossible. School is her only escape, a safe haven she shares with her three best friends. They keep each other sane without even realizing it. It's always been the four of them. Until they meet them. Until she meets ℎ𝑖𝑚. Booker stopped caring a long time ago. Between taking care of his sick grandma, dodging bullets and keeping up with school, life is just something he's pushing through. The only things holding him together? His grandma and a stupid promise he made in the seventh grade. Neither of them is looking for more, but sometimes, the people you least expect become the ones you need the most.

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Who We Were by EmelySwift

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Magnet (Hetalia x Reader)

You just left your hometown in order to attend a university in London, England for an entire year. You can't wait for Europe and all the adventures that await you. What happens when your red string of fate ends up getting tangled with different people's? "I can't help it. No matter how hard I try I can never get you out my head. Even when I try to get away I always end up coming back. I'm drawn to you like a magnet" DISCLAIMER: I do not own Hetalia or any of its characters. They belong to the Awesome Himaruya. I also don't own the photos I use in each chapter-- they belong to their rightful owners. Book cover was created by me using the following images: Hands retrieved from: https://www.google.com.ph/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwiW9eS_3OzUAhXMHZQKHRrKAFQQjRwIBw&url=http%3A%2F%2Flariisinfoworld.blogspot.com%2F&psig=AFQjCNG3d6A2liWsostkXt55nN5VK-vGqQ&ust=1499157885139002 Butterfly retrieved from: www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?https://www.google.com.ph/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwji-o6E8eLUAhWHT7wKHYkmATEQjRwIBw&url=https://www.carstickers.com/Butterfly_Car_Stickers_and_Decals.php&psig=AFQjCNF86VEgxOYtq52V6LWgxv_hWpCRGQ&ust=1498819803692852