Their Rainbow Sky vs my grayest sun

A girl name Janiceal (Jan-eh-seal) is taking an adventure into the beginning to becoming a grown up. Although she doesn't want to be, she will be alongside with twins who are her friends and one of them soon to be soul mates. Can't tell you who... but the life of hormones and lack of energy, she conveys with her life with everything her world as sucky as it could be and in no doubt trying to fight and change it.

I hope you enjoy the book, and if you don't, that's fine too I guess? But I write this to show myself feel like a disappointment and yet I am emotional and I tell myself over and over again that I am not smart, I don't belong in this world, why am I even hear, my purpose is stupid out of great people who die and should live. I hope you take this book to consideration that there are people with suicidal thoughts and depression, and it never comes easy to heal and yet it is easy to get it. So I encourage you all to love yourself and accept the way you are. And I had a rough childhood, I am still growing up mentally and I had to grow up somewhat mentally and physically. So I hope you enjoy and learn that this is not just about me but from other people too, so it's combined of what I have seen, experienced, and felt. And thank you for being awesome people on watt pad!!!!