I'm Only Me When I'm With You - A One Direction Fanfiction
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Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy.But at the same time you don't exactly know what's wrong either. There isn't anyway of explaining it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you want anything in the world, it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no-one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anybody who won't take, 'I don't know!' as an answer. You just feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again. But until then, all you can do is wait until that one person will come along and change that, and for Aria that person just happens to be no other than Harry Styles.
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