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Me, Myself And My Meningioma

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Reads 13,953
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Parts 73
Time 8h 19m

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Part One
I don't care about nobody's feelings, I don't think I have the ability to care.
I'm telling it all, well all that I remember.
Y'all let me walk around my whole life with a brain tumor. 
Got me thinking I was that B***h!
Short stories of my confession, my apologies, my regrets, and stories of my memories.
My diary of memories of a bad a** kid, that turns into the worst teenager searching for love in all the wrong places.
Running through the hood with demons to avoid going to school.
Not afraid of anything or anyone except for her mama.
Who sees the error of her ways when she too becomes a mom.
A great mother, a good wife, a loving daughter, and a good friend is to many rolls to be played.
Especially when vowed to be everything
She has promised to be to everyone.
Only thing is, can they all forgive her when she needs them most.
After being diagnosed with a massive brain tumor.
Will the loving God you all know and love welcome her into the better place.
Or will God forsaken her for her sinning ways.
I think, I don't know... I hope so but you tell me.
Would you forgive, when I just don't want to forget.
When I'm trying so hard not to be forgotten.All Rights Reserved

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RELEARNING MY FUTURE by biggiesmalls2012

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This is my truth by KristinaFigolah

My life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she writes like me, from inside of me. She is me. This girl that I've been in love with since time first existed, is indeed me. The way that she walks. With her hands... and how she talks? The hearts that she's captured, the souls that she has inspired. I'm now trying to be her. I've never felt that I was good enough to actually be myself!!! I always knew how pure and clear and free I was inside. But people told me otherwise, in a very cruel way. No one ever spared my feelings or thought to speak to me with kindness or love. My parents were very serious and strict people. They believed that there was only 1 way to act and inside I knew that I did NOT fit in the parameters of the behavior expected of me. And every single time I made my Step Daddy sigh or frown it felt like I knife in my heart. I was a let down. Always too loud. Always moving too much. Always too fat and always too ugly. Always too much. Unless I sat quietly. But I've always been a firecracker and all of that containment really made me want to blow off! All of what was inside of me, swirling and dividing in me. Burying the side of me that I loved the most! I was a bastard and a blasphemy. Harsh words for a girl of 3. They said them when they baptized me.

DESTINY:The Life Changer by Ojasvinegi

" Why do you want to enter the underworld? " " I love villians. " " I have to find him" " We can do it together. " " I will do it on my own. I will find him and kill him with my own hands. " " You are going to an mission. This mission is not for me but for you. " MISSION : REVENGE Two souls entering in the underworld for their revenge. A girl and a boy who lost their parents in very young age live only for one thing and that is " WHY HE KILLED MY PARENTS ? " These two souls were unaware of what will come in the future. They both were on different track but came in one as their fate wanted it. A boy who lived between the mafia became one to find the killer whereas a girl who doesn't even know how her parents looks like, she become an agent. "You all have been selected in a mission to enter the mafia world and bring us the information. " " Welcome to the new family Ms. Eden" " You can't fall for him it's against the rule. " " But I already did." " We can't be together. " " Boss, don't trust her " " I trust her she can't betray me. " ("Sorry, boss but I have to my mission is more important") " You two look good together " " I don't like him " " I don't like her" " I think I love her. " " I WILL BE YOUR STRENGTH NOT WEAKNESS. " " I LOVE YOU❤ " " You are doing wrong. You have to pay for it. " " We are stronger together " " I lied to you. " " You betrayed me " " Sorry " " Don't show me your face " ( But I still love you) " The real game starts now". " My parents were MAFIA " " I have to find him and kill him with my own hands" " I WILL PROTECT YOU " " Catch me of you can " GUNSHOT!!!! What will happen to them? Will they be able to take their revenge or not? What will be thier future? To find the answers to these questions please read this story and explore more about the life and maybe if you relate it to yourself you can find more about yourself. Thank you 🌹❤

SWEET REVENGE by monica23031

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. **WARNING** Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude

Running from the gang by lovely-scorpio

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This is my truth cover

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RELEARNING MY FUTURE

Faith is learning a whole new life it seams from how she grew up. New York City has new adventures and new people to discover. A particularly outgoing best friend will help push her into new things. Come along with her as she learns about a world that everyone else seams so comfortable in. Will her friend introducing her to new faces nearly everywhere she goes lead to something more than she ever expected. Faith has a lot to adjust to compared to what she is used to, will the people who tried to shape her growing up still play a role in how she lives now? Strict rules to follow and always the possible guilt of doing something your not supposed to always looming over her head. Can someone trying to escape a super controlling and strict religious upbringing, find themselves in the big city. Will Faith find confidence in herself to finally be comfortable, or will she remain strict on keeping her past a secret. Will she find unknown feelings in her best friends older brother? Even though secrets surround his darker side that she isn't used to. Faith has a whole future to fill full of new things for herself. What or who will she fill it with? ~~Listen, there are probably going to be triggering aspects to this story as it goes so please use your best judgement, and only read if you are in a safe enough headspace to read a story containing those things. Keep yourself safe first. TW~ abuse, eating disorder, body image issues, spiritual abuse, rape. I will try to update this list if anything needs to be added Also this is going to be like the opposite of those books romanticizing super strict religious lives. Nothing against them if it works for you, those views just aren't going to be in this book. Some of this story will be based on my own experiences dealing with some of the aspects of this story.