Her Bright Eyes

《"I just dont feel like I'm doing enough..."》

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Sienna is a 13 year old girl going through literal hell. She sure dosent portray it, but the weight of wanting to be there for her friends is just so much its drowning her in her own mind. She has a loving girlfriend, but wants to be with someone she knows she can't be with, her relationship is living, but she cant help but thinking of someone else.

She can't take it, it seems like nothing is there to help her as long as she keeps up her strong facade for her friends. Her mind goes to places she wish she never even knew existed. She couldn't ask for a more loving family, but she could sure ask for a more accepting one. Every night she stays awake, just because she is all to aware of the real world, unlike most teenagers.

She has constant anxiety and panic attacks and normally has them alone and away from people. She has extreme paranoia and is afraid of most things. She also has ADHD witch helps none, as well as Insomnia.

What's going to happen if she happens to have a panic attack at school? Or what if her paranoia gets the best of her and she freaks out? Will the people inside her head effect her every day life? Could this really be her end if she chooses? Or will she find something worth living for?

She sure dosen't think so...