Broken without you

He made me look him in the eyes but I didn't want to, I couldn't live without him yet I needed to.

"Amelia"
His voice has always been like a light silk smothering my skin. I closed my eyes. I couldn't look at him it was breaking my heart even more.

"Amelia look at me!"
I clenched them shut harder
"Look at me now"
I eventually gave in. My eyes had to adjust to the gloomy lighting in our house, my heart heaved as I thought about how it would all Change, then I focused on his eyes, they weren't a pool of black anymore, they were a pool of blues & reds & purples but they were mostly a pool of sadness.

"I... I can't do it Xavier, I really can't, you know your weak without me so why do you keep doing this" my voice was so creaky I made myself look down ashamed of it.
" because I keep hurting you. I need to go. It's unnatural for a death god to be with a mortal you know this, but I have to."
He stood up taking my hand as he walked me to the center of the room
" go out live your life, find someone new, but I will swear I won't ever come for you ever again"
Hot tears streamed down my cold cheeks as I have him one last kiss goodbye
"It kills me to go & im a death god! But just know I will always think of you & my love will always be yours"

And just like that, he was gone.