loving a sociopath
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Last published Sun, Nov 11, 2018
Ray wasn't really as bad as everyone thought. Yeah, he could be a bit controlling from time to time but he always knew what to say to me. When I was sad or angry he could calm me down. When I was happy, he had millions of jokes to make our time better together. Really he was only bad when I made him mad. That's why I stayed. I know everyone thinks I'm insane because of this choice, but I love him.
Looking back, though, I probably should have left. And I had Ricky to protect if he ever tried anything. If I would have just told Ric... I should have gotten away from him the first time he...nevermind that. I couldn't, though. He just always knew what to say and when to say it. It was all manipulation though, and I see that now. I guess that's the problem with loving a sociopath.
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