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Pain of the Past

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Reads 183
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Parts 12
Time 1h 10m

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Young Fern Everblue was a girl with a troubled past. At the beginning of her junior year her best friend turn her back on Fern, and began spreading rumors.  Fern became depressed and suicidal, that is until she moves and finds new friends and a lover. But what happens when her life takes an unexpected turn.

*WARNING!!!! this contain suicide thoughts and actions. Read at own risk*All Rights Reserved

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Unthinkable by ashinom123

She didn't mean for this to happen. Maybe it was the venomous thoughts that infiltrated her brain at that exact moment. Or maybe her sub-conscious self was preparing for this day forever. Whatever the reason may have been, it is now that she has to confront the underlying emotions she had pushed away for so long in ways she never thought she could. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is a teen fiction novel and something I've never done before, but I hope you all enjoy! (In progress.)

Because of you by tinnabluehour

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A Thousand Times Enough by ElyzaZibia

"𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸..." 𝗜 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲. 𝗜 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗹𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗮𝗽𝗸𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝘆𝗲𝘀. 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗮𝘄 𝗮 𝗴𝘂𝘆 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗲. "𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂?!" 𝗛𝗲 𝘀𝗻𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝘀 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗽𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝘁𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝘆𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀. "𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗮𝗹𝗸?" 𝑱𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒆 𝑪𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓, a 17 year old high school student dealing with the hardships of life after a traumatic event. She has yet to experience the teenage lifestyle because she has to work hard to keep the lights on. Dread is a common feeling she always feels, she wants more, a better life but she doesn't have much to get there. Going to an high end school doesn't make matters any better when she has to constantly be reminded that it isn't her lifestyle, and those like Silas Remington will make this one hell of a school year.

The Boy From Everywhere by ZhennySaley

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Unthinkable cover

Because of you cover

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Unthinkable

She didn't mean for this to happen. Maybe it was the venomous thoughts that infiltrated her brain at that exact moment. Or maybe her sub-conscious self was preparing for this day forever. Whatever the reason may have been, it is now that she has to confront the underlying emotions she had pushed away for so long in ways she never thought she could. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is a teen fiction novel and something I've never done before, but I hope you all enjoy! (In progress.)