My Feelings About My Life
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this is what I would consider a diary I guess, here I share my deepest feelings about certain situations in life.
This book is very random, some chapters may only be one sentence while another may be 1,000. I come to this book when I feel the most overwhelmed with my thoughts, whether they're good thoughts or bad.
My goal with sharing this book is the hope that someone out there, even if it's just one person, can find some comfort in my words and feel less alone in their minds. Love, Montanna
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