Goodbye my lover // Finn Wolfhard x reader

I heard the sound of a train in the distance. My Heart racing in my chest while i saw him take his first step on the track. I heard bells ringing, a warning that the train was coming. He was standing on the middle of the track now waiting for the train to come, waiting for his life to be over. 30 metres, 20, 15... "Dad!" I shouted. "Don't do it! I can't live without you!" I looked at the man who was standing there without any emotion on his face. 5 metres, 3 metres and i quickly closed my eyes.

You had the perfect life. You were populair, rich parents, good grades and you were happier than ever. But that changed after your dad killed himself infront of your eyes. Everything that was normal for you changed, you got depressed and stayed at home wanting answers but you never got them. Why did you do it? Why would he leave you like that? Didn't he Iove you? Did i do something wrong? All these thought kept making circles in your head.
One day you got a text from the famous Finn Wolfhard, the actor who has helped you so much. But what does Finn want from you and will you find your answers?