Dark Desires for Power

Dark magic, feared in many people's eyes. I myself kinda fear, but what made me stop hesitating using is staying alive. Hunted by everyone, an outsider chased to the end of the world. That is what I am and I will be forever, what I build up for myself, it could be destroyed tomorrow, not knowing how long I am going survive. What comes to my mind is being weak, not enough spiritual power, Qi, to cultivate. It all caused me to end up like this, running away to survive, Mei Zhirou.