Intoxicate me

A friend of mine once told me that a guy and a girl can be just friends. But at one point or another they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe forever...

While trying to fix a certain broken blue-eyed boy and prevent him from ruining his own life by making wrong decisions and trusting unfaithful people, I almost cut myself on his shattered pieces. Almost. Because he didn't let me get hurt. He protected me. He fell for me but he did not ask if I would be there to catch him.
I wanted to. But.. could I?

"Don't bother." they said.
"He's not worth it." they said.
"Don't trust him." they said.
"He hasn't been there for you." they said.

"Don't tell me what to do." I said.
"Why not?" I said.
"I trust myself to trust him" I said.
"Neither have you" I said.

"It's dangerous." they said.
"It's my life." I said.

And life is too short to be anybody else other than myself. He told me this and then made me promise that I will never forget it. He also told me to stay with him, to promise I'll never leave but I'm afraid I broke that promise. He may think that I forgot the things we said but little does he know I will never forget him. Even if I tried, I couldn't.