Something about his being

You know most people want to live forever but why I don't see the point. You end up miserable unless you have something worth living for.........Hold up that came out wrong don't think I am about to kill myself I am just stating that you'll regret it. I am also saying before he came along I didn't know or understand why people wanted to live forever.
I don't have anything I just needed a clean start so that's where the mess started. He came and now I do. He started it all. He was there. He. There is just something about him. His being.